I noticed something about myself a year or two ago. If I hole up in my house, as I’m inclined to do, I get a little down. I wouldn’t say depressed but close to it. Maybe depressed.
Since coming back from Bangkok, I’ve been a bit sick and tired. I hate that I can’t do much of anything without having what I think is the lupus fatigue set in. I also had some chest congestion though. Some of the blood pressure meds I take contribute to that. No doubt these cigars are not helping. I enjoy them so much though. Jessie is fussing at me for smoking them too much. I’ll probably end up quitting them but I’ll have to decide that on my own. They can’t be good for my enlarged heart.
I’ve not been out for a walk since I got back. I don’t think I’ve even been out of the house and its been a little over a week now. I need to get out and take some pictures. I also need that high powered Cannon digital SLR. :)
I’m hoping to visit Bantayan Island this month. So that will likely put me back in bed for another week. I hate having this limitation but oh well, its better than not even trying to enjoy the world.
I’m fine nothings really wrong, I just need to get out. I’ve always been a bit of a recluse but its not good for me.
Life is good, I couldn’t ask for more and I’ve learned, finally, much of how life seems depends on my outlook, my attitude. My faith helps a great deal with that, especially now that I no longer believe that my faith will make everything wonderful. Just not true. God never promised that, Jesus never promised that. I do think they promise an inner peace. Something I’ve learned to tap into more and more.
Well, I could ask for more money but that’s not going to make life good. Mostly it is Jessie that makes life good, even on her bad days. She’s not been feeling well the last couple of days. She’s a bit bored I think, she needs a new monitor. It finally died. Life would not be as good without her!
I’ve discovered an usual way to keep my rashes down. If I put Neosporem (sp), or the Walgreen’s “Triple Antibiotic” version of the same thing, on the places I normally get these rashes, I don’t get them. If I’m going to be out a lot, I simply put these cream on the back of my legs and on my stomach and I don’t get the rash. I don’t know why. I think its keeping the detergent in my clothes from making contact with my skin. I’ve tried this a couple of different times now and it worked each time. Not completely but it is reduced a great deal.
I’ve always had problems with detergents. Arm and Hammer was the best thing I found. Tide was the worst for me.
Itching all t he time is not pleasant. I have to use expensive bath soap now, I tried to do without it and I’d find myself itching badly.
Anyway, the last two days, I’ve not written much because I’m feeling lazy and I think I’m feeling lazy because I’ve actually been lazy. So time to walk off the lazy. I hope Jessie is up to walking tomorrow. If not I may go alone, she’s really not feeling well.
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Not many men will recognize that, very nice of you to say this.
But do you tell her as well?
Sorry to see that your health problems are a non-stop harassment, hopefully one day you will feel better.
Oh, and do I ever know how it must be difficult to manage a constant flow of new health problems. But do we have much of a choice except to fight back when illness strikes?
Keep on fighting, never give-up!
I am still on a light diet.
Lost 2kgs so far; no longer easy to loose weight at my age.
I stll open your site on regular basis but I was not in a mood to write.
Maybe because of weather, it has been unusually cool lately. Only 17C to 20C in day time.
P.S. How is the monkey doing, any photos of her?
Sorry, I over looked your comments. I’m not usually this slow to reply.
Jessie’s computer is down and that’s got me slow on my pictures. I will get them up but it may take a while. Been writing a lot, too much, about Juliet on http://heyjoe.ph
I’ve been feeling lazy for the last month, I’ve not even been out of the house since I got back from Bangkok. My chest is congested so that has me hugging the aircon.
I did give up for a while but I don’t think I’ll do that again. I’m usually quite the fighter and was unhappy with myself at the time.
I’m a bit of a loner but only when I have that one special person. Someone told that to me about me about 20 years ago.
Though I talk about my health and I guess it limits me, I don’t see it as a huge problem. Its more like small talk to me. Just documenting, my life for myself really. This kind of site is not a good place to do that for anyone else as when I cease to be it will cease too as there will be no one to pay the bills. :) Hard to gain immortality that way.
Yes I tell her. Maybe not as clearly as i should. We harass each other a good deal. She’s happy though and when a friend made a comment to her that she sure treats me good her answer was “well, he’s good to me.” I sure hope she knows becaue I certainly want to make her life good. Well, make it better and I am for now. I just hope I don’t make her change her mind later. I seem to be good at that. LOL
”…Mostly it is Jessie that makes life good, even on her bad days. She’s not been feeling well the last couple of days. She’s a bit bored I think, she needs a new monitor. Ir finally died. Life would not be as good without her!…”
Not many men will recognize that, very nice of you to say this.
But do you tell her as well?
Sorry to see that your health problems are a non-stop harassment, hopefully one day you will feel better.
Oh, and do I ever know how it must be difficult to manage a constant flow of new health problems. But do we have much of a choice except to fight back when illness strikes?
Keep on fighting, never give-up!
I am still on a light diet.
Lost 2kgs so far; no longer easy to loose weight at my age.
I stll open your site on regular basis but I was not in a mood to write.
Maybe because of weather, it has been unusually cool lately. Only 17C to 20C in day time.
P.S. How is the monkey doing, any photos of her?
Hi Rusty,
Chris here, over from nomad4ever.com. Sorry for my invasion here, but I thought,
that you as the “Bantayan expert” could help me out a bit. Tried to e-mail you directly, but probably had the wrong address (rustyf?…)
My last visit to the island is about 4 years back and I’m thinking of going there again, staying for a bit longer this time (a few weeks, maybe even months).
2 questions marter my brain:
Do you know, if there is meanwhile an ATM on the island, which can be used
with international bank cards? Something like Metrobank, Allied, BPI, RCBS,
Chinabank, Bancnet or similar connection? A few years back there was only a
Farmers Bank (or similar) without ATM in the capital town, so you had to go
back to the mainland to withdraw funds.
And another question: do you know about private internet access on Bantayan?
I’m currently driving around the country, using SmartBro (3H/UMTS/HSDPA) or Globe Tattoo almost anywhere I go with great success (except on Samar and with limits Leyte). A small island like Bantayan would be naturally different. Did you use private internet
there during your last visit? What would you recommend?
Many thanks for helping me out! ;-)
Cheers from Mactan,
Chris
Hey Chris, thanks for the comment.
I didn’t get an email, probably buried some where in the 3700 spam messages that email account has. LOL I just got out of it looking for a message.
There is an ATM machine but I don’t think it works with International cards. I met a girl there a few months back and when she ran short of money she had come back to Bogo City in order to get cash, she explained her ATM wouldn’t work. She was from England. I just found out that Allied Bank does have an ATM there, so not sure why the girl had issues. There is also only one ATM on the Island so you should expect a long line. I’d take what I need with me and hope to avoid the ATM, I’d hate to count on it!
There is Internet access on the Island and I think its likely to be wireless. The only “cable” that i s available as far as I know is Satellite. The last time I was there, Tristan’s was building a computer station for their guest so there is Internet but I have no idea who it is from. I’ll try to find out though.
If you come through Bogo and have any time, perhaps I could meet you some place. My cell phone 0921-300-2265. Text me, I hate talking and unless I know who it is, i probably wont answer. LOL :) I know, I need to do better. ) I seem to have a phone phobia. :)
I know of your travels, at least I think I do. You’re traveling the country on a Trik? Sounds awesome.
Chris, I talked with a resort owner both Globe lines and Smartbro is available on Bantayan so hopefully you’ll be fine. They do have Internet Cafe’s if all else fails. I’ve had too many things going on when I’m there to look into it..
Rusty, wow – that was quick. Thanks for the detailed response! Yep, I’m the one roaming the islands by tricycle. In fact I even made it through Bogo already, coming RoRo from Leyte (Palompon-Bogo) just 2 days ago. Wish I knew your number before, would’ve saved me a long detour to Mactan, haha! Just joking. Will ring you up next time for sure! ;-)
The Allied Bank ATM is great news and definitely something that should work with my Bank Card (from Singapore, works in other Allied ATMs also), so 50% good news already.
Wireless-only internet would be fine with me also, I use SmartBro or Globe Tattoo/Visibility elsewhere, so it would be good, if that works there also – but even here in Mactan it’s both quite shaky. Hmmmmm, guess I have to find out.
Anyway – thanks again for your answers and have a great week ahead!
Chris