Something Odd Happened!

I woke up feeling great!

I woke up this morning and something odd happened.  I feel good.  HAHA.  You see, the mornings and I have never never gotten along very well.  I don’t remember a time were we generally liked each other.  Its a tolerance thing.  If we don’t bother each other, we can get through it, without blood!

The day is young though, heck, the morning is still young.  No one has had a chance to set a match to my last throbbing raw nerve.  I haven’t turned on the TV.  So, FOX news hasn’t had a chance to say anything really stupid.  I’m sure, they will soon be saying it to again to me.  Right now, even that is comical.  FOX news, the greatest puppet master alive today.

Perhaps I’m seeing some daylight at the end of my battle with Effexor.  Maybe it has been a battle with Effexor and not one with myself.  I sure hope so.  I don’t want to fight with myself again.  If I do fight with myself, 0ne of us must loose and I so hate to loose.  HAHA.

I fear there has just not been any stress yet.  That soon, my battle with life will start again.  I try not to fight life, I am good at letting it just fall off me, like the wet during a tropical rain storm.  While some of it clings to me, most, I can allow to flow where it might flow.

I feel God

It might be rare that I find an article within an article.  I’m not sure though.  Maybe I’m tuned into things a bit more at this time.  Maybe its not uncommon at all.  Writing makes me think.  When I write, I usually learn something about my subject.  Even when that subject is me.

When I wrote good in the title, at first I typed it God.  I thought to myself, maybe I do, maybe that’s why I have this peace all about this morning.  I suspect, that if I could stay better tuned into God, I find a lot more peace.  Most of my peace these days comes from God.

I want to say though, the way my girlfriend Jessie treats me, also brings me a lot of peace.  The things about me that she puts up with and with smile on her face.  I call her angel.  I have renewed insight into why I think that just might be.

As for the rest of you, well you’re all selfish.  You must be selfish because you wont do what I want.  Yes, I know I just said something insightful about myself.  The idea, it seemed to come from no place, it came from out of the blue.  Possibly though, there is something for you too.

I know, I know my sweet, I want you to think.

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