Well, today I’m 50. I’ve lived half my life, you see I can’t stand the thought of not learning any more. Learning is what drives me and makes life good. Love of a woman is also important for me. I suppose if my faith was stronger, I wouldn’t crave for those two things but I do. I just will not accept I’ve lived more than half my life, but honestly, I’m terrified that I have. I’m not afraid of dying. I’m afraid of not living.
I’m not sure what is going on in my subconscious lately. I’ve been having dreams about control, or the lack there of and destruction. I had one dream about the home I grew up in, on Winn St in Jackson Ms. I dreamed it was being remodeled but I had some concerns about it. I was worried about it. The floor was ripped out but not all of it and the roof removed. I understand this dream the least.
Then there was the tornado dream. I was afraid of it, it wasn’t that far away and i watched it and some how seemed to know it wouldn’t strike me.
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