Archive for 'George’s Death'

Missing George

Saturday, August 9th, 2008 at 10:15 pm  
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George has been gone about a week and a half. I’m amazed at how much I miss him.. Much less anger now and I went through more denial than I think I ever had. I kept believing it could be. Just undo it make him come back i though, maybe I even asked God at some point.

I’m really surprised it was this hard. I don’t think anyone killed him now. I think he did get tangled. But yesterday the person I thought did it seemed to be acting very guilty to me. I’m not trying to figure it out really any more. I don’t claim to know because there are indications pointing to both a murder or an accident.

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I Think I killed George

Thursday, July 31st, 2008 at 1:35 am  
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I’ve been thinking, laying in bed about to fall asleep, it hit me. I killed, George. His chain was on the inside of the fence while his body was on the outside. Somehow he did get through the chain link fence. While he did so, somehow his waist band got wrapped in that strange way, making it look like someone did that to him. The stress…

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The Pictures Tell The Story

Wednesday, July 30th, 2008 at 6:42 pm  
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picture of George, dead

During the day, i kept trying to find ways to blame myself. Finally I got up the nerve to look at the pictures I took of him. Death of Monkey I don’t think I need to say a lot. I need text to make the pictures format better but just not a lot to say. The picture says it all, George was murdered.

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Blaming Myself

Tuesday, July 29th, 2008 at 10:51 pm  
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My pastor and some other people I knew told me that i blamed myself for too much. That I took on troubles that I didn’t cause or I’d take all the blame when there was lots of blame to spread. I always saw it as turning the other cheek or…

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Someone Murdered George, My Monkey

Monday, July 28th, 2008 at 4:25 pm  
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I’m very sad to say that George is dead. Someone intentionally killed him. And they wanted to make sure we knew this. Someone took the chain from around his waste and tied him up to the fence with it. It is really guy wire but hard to explain. Guy wire wrapped in a collar, put on by a vet or other animal professional. There was no way George could get that off and if he had, he wouldn’t have wrapped it around the chain link fence. Jessie also noticed that he had blood under his nails. So at least he made someone bleed.

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